Can’t sleep. The Downton Abbey Christmas Special was amazing. I don’t want to wake up tomorrow morning forced to go to school. I hate reality. All I want is to stay home, watch non existent downton episodes (season three is not out yet so I have no unseen episodes to watch) and pretend to be part of it all for a while. Sometimes I really feel I was born in the wrong time period. Wish I could travel back to Yorkshire 1912+ and fall in love with Matthew. Why is my life not Downton. Why…

alright so I can’t seem to fall asleep. 

so.

I’ve decided to watch the last episode of downton abbey season two.

I want to cry because I love it so much and I don’t want it to be over until september.

I have the christmas special left after this but it’s only 1.5 hrs long.

(longer then the average episode but still an episode)

I need more. 

another season.

ugh I love it so much.

I will go into downton withdrawl.

ok bye. 

let the drooling, crying, hopefull wishing and immense fangirling commence.

someone come bring matthew crawley to my doorstep in a suit or in uniform. now. please.

downton abbey season 1: ✔

downton abbey season 2:

downton abbey christmas special: